Just A Feeling

I met you and I found a friend. It was all I ever wanted, someone who accepted me and made me feel important but as always it didn’t last. You were a dream that never came true, a song that i never heard, a story that didn’t have an end, a movie that got cancelled and a part of me that was never meant to be.

When I think about you, I remember how you made me smile once in a while. It’s funny how you never felt a thing whenever you left , it was always so easy for you… Wasn’t it? I’d never know because you are different . You call it maturity, I call it impatience. You knew all I wanted but you never let me have it. I’d be smiling if I wasn’t so desperate… I’d be patient if I had the time… I could stop and answer all of your questions but this is reality.

I hope I meant something to you. Do you remember me when you are alone? Do you wish to see me when you are busy making plans? Or do my name make you angry and sad. I hope I was the best clown , the best joke and the best game because you played so well. I’d the be less angry if it was my decision. At least I got to see you again, I’m glad you found some peace.

I met you and found a friend

I met you but never again. Because I loved you but you hurt me. The only memory of you I have that you don’t is of me telling you I love you but guess what… It never happened so I will cherish that memory because it will never leave.

Thank you for all the temporary closeness, happiness and love. I will never forget you but the unfairness of reality will make remembering you a painful pleasure.

I met you and found a friend

I met you and you left wishing me well.

Dedicated to first loves.